Everyday commuting home after work, there would be a 10 minutes distance for me to walk home from the bus stop. One evening after work in this freezing season, i still chose to drink cold pop. So while one hand holding my pop can, the other in my pocket, my hand with the pop would feel as if my bones were growing splinters from the inside because of this cold. I didn’t bother switching hands and decided to walk faster and get home. Funny enough, after a minute or so my hand didn’t feel as painful. In a short amount of time, i’ve adapted to the pain. Just now when i think about it, this can apply to my studying too.
A lot of the times when i try to study, I blare music. Three days ago was the day before my sociology final test. I actually stopped my iTunes and forced myself to finish reading that chapter. In the beginning, it was really hard to focus because studying was never fun to me. Although it wasn’t fun, through time there was somewhat a gradual momentum that i could continue my focus. I would get distracted less often as i read on—shit, i was making progress. It’s weird, but maybe it’s just me. Then while reading, i asked myself, why didn’t i study like that before?
Also, your love life or infatuations can play a part in this too (I’m not going into details). Whatever that you need to go through, be it pain, a shattered heart, or the momentum of studying, just fucking endure it. If you’re holding onto a pop can in the cold with one hand and the other hand in the pocket, don’t give up and switch hands. Give in to the cold. Don’t cry over the suffering hand. The pain will reduce eventually—it’s a matter of finishing your mission to get home. Soon enough, you’ll be home and relieved all that’s over. Just a little bit of endurance in the beginning and a hint of belief that you can endure till the end, adapting any pain or angst wouldn’t be so bad after all. Remember this too, God would never close one door and not open another.
Hello. What a pleasant day to create a tumblr huh? This is all because of @3llwhy……kinda. I’ve think always wanted to create one but little busy me just never got to it. Haha, well here. Welcome to TteetingTTeetingttttt…….Ah fack i dont even know what my user is!!! Hm, alrights. It’s 5:09AM and in around 53 hours, i will have my Biology laboratory examination. I will also be accompanying a Korean fellow visiting Vancouver tomorrow. Wish me luck!! Wish me a pass!